Sometimes

I wish I had done more things
I wish I had turned back time
I wish I had not gone through certain experiences
I wish I am different.

Yeah different. But I'm not quite making it yet.

Felt depressed, uncreative and wishes to cry. But I don't know what I am crying for and why. I want to be alone for quite sometime..

Sometimes I think my subconscious works better than my brain do. It's probably chicken-brained because at times I would do things I didn't why and what I do it for. It's often after doing it do I finally realize why I am doing it.

Right now, I still have a lot of questions unanswered.