updates
updates about yesterday.
went to school for a meeting ranging around 1.5hr. our meetings never used to be this long, this fruitful and this.. solemn. i missed my kidsread buddies who would joke/suan/crap with me. i don like solemn stuffs though i admit it do gives me a sense of achievement.
and im happy with the changes we're gonna make. sigh. contradictions everywhere!
met yi while im meeting, made a hand signal. hiakhiakhiak! and met the w14g peeps afterwards at our usual meeting place, after i spent quite some time at the it helpdesk for the bad registry, bad connection and what else..
must be too much porn loaded! oh my gawk! :D
on the bus ride home with von, spoke about dreams and courses we're in. i envy her, because she knows where her interest lies and she's not afraid to go for it, while i on the other polar of the system, knows where my strength lies but are afraid to go for it.
the most i did is write up this whole lot of craps online and taking it as literature :D
i am forever a fickle person. on normal days i have my points, i know my views and i would voice it out. but when things gets a lil tricky, i get all muddled up between the yes and no, the right or wrong.
and then i would even lose my sense of direction. haiiyoo!
whatever. fast forward to today. kat just updated me and asked if i wanna get to the slc overnight camp. i said yes without thinking because i had nothing on, hesistated for a second and came up with a no.
and thats because, i saw the line that she wrote.. "for upcoming slc committee or something.." and i immediately said no.
it's just that i know i am very "free-lance" kind of person. i don't like having things tied to me. not responsibilities, not people not even places. so with some responsibilities that i have, its enough. and i don wan people to think that im there for the committeee or anything. because im not interested in the first place. if anyone wanna be leader, they can jolly well do it. i am just gonna it on.
in regards to the hospice project, i think i might find someone to pass to as well. i will not be sticking around the club after school reopens.
OUT! :D
went to school for a meeting ranging around 1.5hr. our meetings never used to be this long, this fruitful and this.. solemn. i missed my kidsread buddies who would joke/suan/crap with me. i don like solemn stuffs though i admit it do gives me a sense of achievement.
and im happy with the changes we're gonna make. sigh. contradictions everywhere!
met yi while im meeting, made a hand signal. hiakhiakhiak! and met the w14g peeps afterwards at our usual meeting place, after i spent quite some time at the it helpdesk for the bad registry, bad connection and what else..
must be too much porn loaded! oh my gawk! :D
on the bus ride home with von, spoke about dreams and courses we're in. i envy her, because she knows where her interest lies and she's not afraid to go for it, while i on the other polar of the system, knows where my strength lies but are afraid to go for it.
the most i did is write up this whole lot of craps online and taking it as literature :D
i am forever a fickle person. on normal days i have my points, i know my views and i would voice it out. but when things gets a lil tricky, i get all muddled up between the yes and no, the right or wrong.
and then i would even lose my sense of direction. haiiyoo!
whatever. fast forward to today. kat just updated me and asked if i wanna get to the slc overnight camp. i said yes without thinking because i had nothing on, hesistated for a second and came up with a no.
and thats because, i saw the line that she wrote.. "for upcoming slc committee or something.." and i immediately said no.
it's just that i know i am very "free-lance" kind of person. i don't like having things tied to me. not responsibilities, not people not even places. so with some responsibilities that i have, its enough. and i don wan people to think that im there for the committeee or anything. because im not interested in the first place. if anyone wanna be leader, they can jolly well do it. i am just gonna it on.
in regards to the hospice project, i think i might find someone to pass to as well. i will not be sticking around the club after school reopens.
OUT! :D
posted by Ignorant one at
12:41 AM
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