Been 3 days since I blogged.
Anyway, during the past 3 days I've been busy with trying to get things work(my damn mouse for example), trying to pon school and meetings without success.
Have been solving weird and 'challenging' statements too. Glad it all turned out well in the end. Found out alot of secrets of mine.. in this secretive hidden treasure box of mine. Hahaa.. which brought back alot of memories.
I wonder if things would have turned out better if I wasn't so adamant in the past. If I had been much more tolerative and considerate towards other or my feelings and not get stuck on principles and who's right or wrong too much.
Over the week I made fast friends with some of the classmates like the guys in the class. It's amazing how CS can bond people really fast! Also started to miss my past lifestyle, the period before secondary school. Realized that after I got to secondary school it's been busy for social life and schoolwork with no time for myself.
Or rather, I spent all my time mugging like a hog! =)
Primary school are still the best times, going home together with the peeps after school and then getting to the playground to meet the neighbours for some simple games. Sometimes I'll bring my hammie or little rabbits in my bike's basket so they could breathe some fresh air, play with some kids and enjoy being in the company of people.
Arr! *sound effect* those were the days!
Secondary school has been about getting out with the wrong friends for the first 3 years hanging out at library and neighbourhood doing nothing, mugging and trying to catch up the past 3 years during sec 4 and 5. Although my effort didn't go to waste, it's been such a disappointment to see that I've traded my 'youth' for such a superficial reason.
Poly life now has been busy too, with my schedule filled with meetings from bad plannings and of other matters. Sometimes I would get so drained out I wonder why do I have to endure these kind of stewpit things for others bad planning.
And all the things I thought would help to contribute to the society didn't really came out the way it is, with the people having a different mindset as mine.
For Charps, it's all bout sincerity. Wanting to do something. To do something to the best if you wanna do it and not to do it at all if you are doing it for the sake of doing it!
I have seen people doing things halfway and making it sound noble but enjoys the title and do nothing. It's frustrating but I have learnt to with-hold my self from the urge to go up front and confront on people.
I think I have matured. =)
