the story about the irritating big whiner..

In case you're not sure you're doing this to me..

DUDE, YOU'RE TESTING MY PATIENCE.

Stop talking craps to me and stop whining like a baby coz you're fucking irritating. Not just irritating. Fucking irritating. Why do I need to repeat my words like the 4th times and you're nagging at me for the 5th time?!

and dude, i don't really fucking care about you.. so FUCK OFF NOW.

*BLOCKED from msn.*

Craps.

It is hard for me to blog this out, for I am not the person to talk about feelings and expressions. Perhaps I am one who can't even convinces myself sometimes so to talk about true feelings and expressions, its even harder for me to judge if im lying or telling the truth.

Thats why I prefer to keep it under wraps and keep it hidden.

Keeping it under wraps isnt a difficult thing to do.. trying to make it work is. If I dont want anyone to know and i dont care, I could just tell the person and say "see, i don think you're the priviledged one to know how i feels so fuck off." but you know something they call relationships? To avoid this fragile invisible string from breaking (which exists in families, friends and even strangers) you've got to put on a smiley-face approach which makes me tired so people wont bug you further and irritates you which makes you have to go thru another round of smiley face.

All i want to say is, I am really taking you as a really good friend thats why I'm bothering to get a day out with you. If you're always rushing for time when we have to get out, i'd rather we not get out. If you're always not available, then I'll stop trying. If you're slotting me in between spaces of your fun time, then I won't want to get out.

I know that sounds bad, but bad is not the word to describe when you mention that dinner should be quick because well.. you're rushing for time. Despite me setting a date with you two weeks earlier so you have nothing on. The word that can replace bad is the word "sad" and despite me trying to be nice and everything I don't think I can tolerate being so and thats why I'm blogging it out here.

I don't know if you're reading this or what you will think of me after reading this. Honestly I won't say I don't care, because I do, but rather at the moment I want to put me above you. Above everyone else. I'm sicked of being the nice happy charps who laugh everything off because I don't really feel like laughing them off but rather fight them off.

Friends, friends, friends. Blardy friends. If I have a wish I'd wish for myself to wake up to my fucking sense and stop being such a 'forgiving, unpetty and happy-go-lucky' person as a buddy describes. Because, the forgiving,unpetty and happy-go-lucky me is having a latrine built on top of my head and everyone's pulling them shit off me!

BASTARDS.

and yes, I'm feeling so damn crappy now.

Upset.

Chipmunk tagged and asked why I seldom blog about my feelings down here. It's not that I don't blog, I do.. but maybe I just try to keep it at the back of my head and not try to put them up here.

But now, I'm really upset. Very.

I don't know what to say and I don't think I want to say anything so don't ask me anything. People who are irrelevant stay out and mind your own business before you get a lashing from me just because you're trying to act smart alec and because I don't bloody hell wants to have your goddamn 'smarty' input or downright stupid ideas now.

Common FAQ for sprees' WHINERS

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Wow! We finally closed our less-than-2-days spree from threadless.com. Bonkey and I were aimming for the 15 tees benchmark but we ended up at 32 because of crazy threadless fans!

Like us!!! :D

I got 5 tees and each comes down to SGD$15~$16 after shipping. We were unable to accept any more orders for this spree as we experienced shirts in cart being OOS due to delays in placing orders, even if the shirts were added to cart. Which is.. sigh.

And I guess, these are the common found scenarios.. and the answers.

FAQ

1. I need time to ask my friends! To get their money and to place orders! Why do you close the spree so early!?

Ans: Quoting from Dictionary.com, the meaning of a spree is termed as "a period or outburst of extreme activity" which means that during this period of time everyone will be placing ALOT of orders especially during the quarter sales period when prices goes down.

This also means items are going out FAST and we're not going to be responsible for it. What we can do is we'll notify you once the spree is open so you can quickly rush home, plan, ask your friends and place the order. There is a number we aim to reach and once it is reached, we will close the spree. When that time comes, we will notify you again because we have to safeguard not only your interest, my interest but everyone's interest.

2. But IT'S STILL EARLY! WHY ARE YOU SO IRRESPONSIBLE? ITS ONLY 19 AND THE SPREE ENDS ON THE 23!!!

Ans: Okay buddy, listen. There are people who paid and placed their orders and although they are added to cart, the tees can still be OOS. So lets say you paid and your spree organizers decided because they want to give their friends time to think over.. at the expense of your items being OOS, how would you feel?

I would strangle and kill those time-wasting bastards for sure. :)

3. I've placed my order! But why isn't it included in the list?

Ans: Because you haven't paid the money, arsehole. PERIOD! :)

4. BUT I DON KNOW WHICH METHOD OF PAYMENT YOU RECEIVE! THATS WHY IM LATE!

Ans: Hi Mr/Ms Airhead, we accept transfer via the following bank. I hope you're singaporean because if you haven't heard of them, you ought to be shot in the head.

DBS/POSB/UOB/OCBC/Fairprice OCBC/Maybank

The following will be available soon..: Citibank.

5. Ok, so I have placed and paid my order. So?

Ans: We will pm/sms you when orders is in and ready for collection. Being friends surely we have some kind of contacts.. and since you know where to find us, please do not PM/SMS every other day to check if it arrived. I have experience of wasting 10 to 20 smses on stupid question like this (see below)

"Hi! HAVE MY SHIRT ARRIVE?!"

"Hi! HAVE MY SHIRT ARRIVE?!"

"Hi! HAVE MY SHIRT ARRIVE?!"

"Hi! HAVE MY SHIRT ARRIVE?!"

.......

What, do you really think the items flew over on their own? and do you not know estimated arrival is just a.. ESTIMATION?!

6. Ok, the item have arrived.. so whats now?

We will make arrangements to meet you for a lunch/dinner (or supper if you'd like) and let you collect the item while we're out having a nice meal. Please do not expect your poor friend, me, to run all the way to where you live and deliver it to your place. I'm not from UPSP/FedEX or Singpost. But let's say if you're really crippled in some way, please allow me to retain your items for you until one day I happen to drop by your area.

*note: This might take months, years or even decades depending on your location.

And these are the common FAQs. Probably noticed that I didn't touch on exchange rates? I normally quote a higher number and then refund all the remainings when the bank statement comes. So people, if we're not even earning a tip (or even few cents) from these sprees, pls stop WHINING and be considerate.