autumn tale

met some very irritating people while working just now. reminded me of my worst job experience ever. this human, is so irritating i think i would have ji pa hor li kee si her a few hundred times if i am the boss.

very chicken mcnugget can!? ( - . -")

watching autumn tales now and im seriously addicted to it. won bin is no more that fantastic to me but still an eye candy nevertheless. it doesn't matter much since the focus of the show has always been junxi in the show for me ever since i lay my eyes on him the first time.

oh my, talk about love lust at first sight! :D

im watching it throught the night before i catch some nap, wake up early tomorrow for a hair cut (yes i could not stand it finally..) and meet shuning for some walk around.

i think i will be going to the office as well. i can't stand leaving my water bottle in the office, subjecting it to the danger of people drinking from it and leaving their saliva hanging around. it won't help matters even if it is cleaned. would you drink from your toilet bowl after you shitted on it?

thats the same logic here man! :)



From the very saliva-less,
Charps! :D

aint no growing fat!

unlike SibehSian, I also went for a interview and it sucks big time too. I don't even know how they got my contacts, nor which position that I am going for and it is only when I reached the office did I realize..

it's one of those mlm companies again! :(

spent yesterday revising with adee at macs and we're seriously swearin' off mac! but my mom just called to say she's buying mac home..

i think i really need that jog i planned last night. and yes, i am gonna get my buddy buddy to run around the neighbourhood with me!

i ain't no growing fat!! :D

..and my boss very incidentally remembered my pay yesterday. weets! :D

but im still sour at the fact that my colleague seems pissed off with me. i mean, she's not speaking to me! now, what did i do again? >.< (thanks to adee who kept drawing that >0< face on the book now i got the virus too. sigh!



From the growing sideways,
Charps! :(

Still hoping

I dreamt of people last night. Dead and alive, missing in my life. The dream was of expectations and hope. I incidentally bumped into someone I would do anything to meet again and when I do, I couldn't scurried out of there fast enough.

I dreamt of maps and different landscapes, though I'm sure I've been in that place. The feeling is just so real and the atmosphere, that calming effect on my soul.

It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You made me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be


From the dreamy,
Charps! :D

still positive.

the holidays has just started but I felt the distance has been so much more widen between us. Sometimes you thought you knew someone but you just don't really do, isn't it?

Talked about what happened and both of us ended up with different ideas on the same topic. I just felt that you can't feel it all if you wasn't there.. and didn't want to be there in the first place, so you have no say in anything, in the fun we experienced or not.

you don't see it as we do, say it as we do.. or feel it as we did for that matter.

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on a happier note, this is just so cute. :D

Otak guy cheat me

Just got back from work. It has been a rather fruitful day, despite my reluctance to get to work initially. :P Gotten the sales and met some really sincere people who don't trick me like a big babooo! I am happy when people treat me sincerely. lalalal..

But, this man freaked me out just now, on top of the family of xiaoqiang in the drain. I am not gonna mention how he freaked me out k.. but I am gonna mention how the otak guy cheated me of my feelings.

For the rate of 3 for $1, I would like it to be at least cooked and I made the request to have hot and just charcoal-ed otaks. I wanted to share it with the guys, but I guess they were afraid I might have lace poison in it because none of them took up the offer.

Nevermind lor, I bring home share with mummy. But good deed is never paid off.

My mom ate most of the otaks and she told me that the truth is, the uncle gave me uncoooked otaks. Not believing it (because the otak guy looked so honest) I took a big bite of it and yes, indeed.. I have raw corpses in my mouth now.

I will never buy otaks from sweet-looking otak guys again. NEVER! I shall trust only that uncle under the void deck near the Yio Chu Kang Mrt station.



From the cheated-of-feelings,
Charps! :(

Queasy

Should I go to the interview tomorrow? Am I up to it?

A million questions racing past my mind everyday..

Wil be getting to work in another. Gulps! 10mins. I'm gonna be late and I haven't taken any meals yet.

Thanks to the very gruesome Hannibal Rising I caught with black hole & Adee last evening! Black hole wanted to have dinner together at pepperlunch express, but I was too queasy for meat, let alone raw meat to be cooked.

Adee has a fun time having steamboat, eating meat and being a carnivore I guess, wouldn't be surprised if she become a cannibal. Heh!

Gotta go, but this is just a advise for those queasy tummies! Don't watch Hannibal Rising if you're afraid of blood because..

*spoilers ahead!*

You'll get to see face-eating monster. And the remaining of that face.



From the traumatised,
Charps :(

Work Smart

Today I went for my first day of my job, after the long hiatus.

I shan't mention how bad I felt about returning. The fear of meeting up with weird people; of instable income; of no time for a life and ultimately me betraying myself.

I can't visualize myself in a environment where politics and mind games -- strives.

I am but a simple woman *and a innocent one at that* and I hate playing mind games with complicated people with negative thoughts. Especially so, if that person is your friend.

Don't ask me why, but everytime I returned it seems that I am back in the game where evil plots are hatched.

If I got a sales on my 1st day, people say I'm lucky.
If I got more sales than they on other days, I'm really, really lucky.

Darn, don't my effort counts?

Really sick with this. Because you've been working, it's your effort when you get sales. Because I've not been working, it's luck that I've got sales.

What weird logic is that?

And I don't like people who thinks that I'm slacking because I'm singin' while working; chatting while working and eh, playing games to entertain myself while working. Like waving to people without saying a word and looking forward to their reactions.

I think I'm still working hard, but smart at the same time. I'm not wasting time on people who's all out to waste my time. I'm not wasting my mood on people who's all out to ruin my mood. And I'm smiling all these time because I think smiling helps you alot, especially in a sales job!

I've always believed in working smart, not hard. Not that I discriminate people who works hard or anything. But working smart really halves the time you spent on working hard.

People who worked hard and thinks they're smart because they're working so hard is a fool to me. I mean, comeon! You're proud of using 2hours to do something I completed in 10mins? Are you really so proud of it?!

And that's when my very big ego comes in. :D

I admire people who worked hard for something with a purpose. I admire them for their humble nature as well. But sometimes you just see people who can halve the time by working smart and they stubbornly think you're wrong just because you're working smarter and they're sweating more (for weird reasons) and they're justified so you're banned. Blocked and filtered out by the ear drums. The brain. The mind.

These people has something very very wrong.

They say the process is more important than the product. I admit.

And I use halve the time to make the product so I have more time to digest and understand the process.



From the work hard & smart,
Charps! :D

Back to Blog!

Hello people!

How does it feels to see me in blogger again?! Cool huh?! Getting you guys to change your links every now and then.. Wakakakakaka. :X

I've decided to move back to blogger due to several reasons.

1. Convenience - Highlight-ing, bold-ing, color-ing and even link-ing. It's all so much easier here. Talk about copy-ing & paste-ing too!
2. Variety - I can't stand having my template looking the same after some time. You see me changing my templates in wordpress between that few designs and I'm getting bored. Seriously.

One con though, I have no idea how to lock posts here. But no worries, I decided locked posts shall all be transfer over there. for my ranting purposes. :D

So now, you shall see me in a whole new light in blogger!



From the very, very love blogger,
Charps! :D