Dilemma

Decisions.. decisions.. decision!! All at the wrong time.

I have decided to work for the upcoming IT fair. Then my boss for my weekend job said he might be sending me to another location for promotion during that period of time, increasing my pay from $6/hr to $7/hr excluding the 5% commission I'd take.

So I thought.

"Hmm.. just get days off for the IT Fair!"

When..

One of the telecom company here notices me and said I'm recruited through the school for this job that pays me $7/hr for the first 3 months and $9/hr for the 6months afterwards.

In addition, I get $600 if I complete the contract successfully..

So duh.. This job starts on the same DAY as the IT Fair and my current job.

Someone please tell me what to do..

Recipe: EZ Healthy Pasta Mix!

The bad mood streak is still there I guess. The unwillingness, the bad feelings that just grows and spurts out of nowhere.

But I had a pretty good time in school today with the mates. We got chips up to the class again for a mini-party session and wanted to get to a talk during lunch-time but which turned out to be too crowed. I mean, just imagine people queuing up for hello-kitty multiply by.. two or three?

Horrible. We turned back the moment we saw the crowd which turned out to be a pretty good thing because we didn't finish our work until the last minute. POOF!

Walked back with Suhaili and Blake to the interchange and a light dinner. Eh well, to be honest I had the kid's meal at McDonalds. For some reason, I'm addicted to the grilled chicken bun and its like the only thing that will make me eat a sliced tomato - raw. So I got them to help me get one without the toy of course! Came home, cooked a really simple and healthy pasta dish for my brother who's busy playing his game.

Recipe

• Chopped and peeled prawns (chop into 3 parts depending on how big your prawn is)
• Diced carrots
• Chopped Cauliflower
• Marinated and sliced chicken.
• Pasta sauce (I prefer Prego's fresh mushroom)

 

Well, my family members are the meat people. They like and wont be full if there's no meat in the meal. So there was lots of chicken in the refrigerator. But I love carrots, cauliflowers and thought we must add them in for that vitamin A and fibre. Typical F&N student, except that I failed them in secondary school years. :)

Method

Get a big pan, throw in the carrots and cauliflower. Add in a little water and let the fire do the work. You don't have to add in too much water, maybe half covering your diced carrots. Reason being these vegetables they consists of high water content and after heating the pan up, they actually forces the water out of them. The idea is to soften the vegetables, not to make it so watery that it'll dilute your sauce later on.

After you're done, throw in the chicken first (you can still leave the vegetables inside, if your pan is big enough, move it to the side) and then the prawns. Don't worry about overcooking, its kinda hard to..especially when there wasn't even one drop of oil added to the dish. Simply flip over for the chicken and prawn if they turns white and red on one side. (partially cooked)

Mix in pasta sauce, shake in some italian herbs from the shaker. (you can get italian herbs from supermarket normally in a small glass bottle.)

Viola! You should get this.

You can also add in some water if you find the sauces too thick but personally i felt there wasn't a need too since there's still some liquid left in the pan used for the vegetable softening and cooking of the meat. Would love to add in mushrooms, as in big mushrooms sliced except that we have emptied our mushroom inventory. :(

Serves with rice/spaghetti or even bread as fillings. Serves 3-4 for above picture that I've taken.

NOTE: You don't have to wait for the prawn and chicken to be fully cooked to flip them over. Overcooked chicken are tough and overcooked prawn taste powdery to me. To check if chicken's cooked, simply use something to poke through. If it can be easily poked (or a white liquid flows after poking), it is done. Prawn usually get cooked real fast so no worries there. A non-stain pan might be a good investment. I used tefal's, the one that has a red ring in the middle which indicate when the pan is hot. It's really good because it doesn't splatter things around, cooks evenly and hassle-free when it comes to cleaning. :D

 

Bad mood streak

I am having a bad mood streak.

During this period I behave like a mad cow, mad woman and mad bitch. I get angry at the slightest thing and felt like I've lost control. It was so bad that I screamed at my maternal uncle (screw the MCPs!!) while I was at work yesterday afternoon. I could have swore people heard me screaming on the phone at him and it didn't end there. In fact, I came home and screamed at my mom for letting him call me.

I felt like a crazy creature. My chest felt so.. suffocated. I thought I felt my cholestrol level goes on a roller coaster ride!

Remember I blogged about not feeling like giving in? I felt all the more now.. In fact I felt so bad I couldn't resist a verbal lash at anyone who tries anything funny or try to provoke me. In short, I was a monster for the past couple of days.

I rejected to help my friend who is rushing their PP on the last minute. I wasn't in the mood for anything. I don't even feel like talking. I'm not going to be putting on a mask when I'm talking with people who have well, who knows how many masks behind their happy grins. It's pretentious and made me nauseous!

It's the last week of school starting from tomorrow. Well, at least before school is back after the one week break, of which I'll be spending on another wisdom tooth op, nursing and deprived of food.

Sigh.

I suspect my bad mood streak has something to do with the people I'm been in contact with and the lack of sleep. The people I'm with.. they are either sterotyp-ers or made me felt like slapping them over and over again.

On an additional note, I wish I didn't have much committments. I guess I'm not suited for long-time committments..

Gloomy week

The irony of life is when you have so much to do, so much to say and so much to make known but yet, you're powerless in letting it be known.

It hasn't been an exactly great week, with gloomy clouds hovering over our heads. Somehow it just reminded me of Mdm Ong.. How we thought she was getting well and teaching again when suddenly.. in one flash, she's gone.

Regrets is something I'd always loathe and helpless about and somehow.. I'm thinking of people I'm not supposed to miss.

To my best movie kaki & book buddy:

I'm helpless because I know whatever can be said wouldn't bring back the one you love. It's a difficult time and I know there are things you wanna say, to make up for and everything. But I believe he'd want the people he loves to be happy.

I'm bad with words, really. But I prayed for time to heal the wounds, for god to bless your daddy and everyone who's going through a difficult time now..

 

I don't know what I can do, but I hope whatever little can be done will helps.

WANTED!

Saw this from Weishi's blog. It's so funny and cute! :D

There are word to be said, to be out of the system but somehow they never seems to get beyond the fence of pride and ego.

Random Random Random!

I have no idea why my lower jaw is giving me the numbing pain now instead of the upper jaw which I have just extracted the tooth from.

and.. I don't wish to survive on painkillers!

Charmaine, it seems that you are and must go for the third wisdom tooth removal. :(

容祖儿 － 别说爱我

Another of Joey Yung's MV. 别说爱我　；）

Sorry but I've been a lil' lazy in blogging and uploading pictures and stuffs. But am thinking of getting to taiwan in Feb 08, so anyone interested msg me. I mean, year 3 gonna be a busy year and then off we're in the society or in uni, working and mugging our arse off. Where got time right?!

wisdom tooth woe & the strained ones

**warning: long entry ahead*

It's really ironic that the person you thought you can place your trust in turns out to be the one who deceives you the most. I'm always a sucker at believing in the right people i guess! Or maybe, I'm just too forgiving in human nature and lies.

Arrg! The irony..

Anyway I've been cooping up myself in my room or either that I'm out working, studying or galivanting around the town. It feels good not to be conversing at home really. Although I know for a fact why that is so.

Because I don't feel like forgiving anymore. I don't feel like giving in anymore. I just feel like doing things I like, my rights and saying things to hurt people just like the way they hurt me.

Am I self-fish?

In school I'm still the happy-go-lucky, occasionally skiving only to be rushing and stressing through the completion of the day's project and finally heave a sigh of relief when the presentation is over. Still jokes with my mates, still talk and you know, just get the day over with. I'm enjoying day-out-and-away-from-home.

I had a consultation with the dentist yesterday evening. Went with my classmate who had a infection at her wisdom tooth site (sigh, i knew it only too well when she described her symptoms) and although I know I'm for sure to have to remove my wisdom tooth at the left lower jaw too; it just didn't occurs to me that I have to take 2 x-rays and get 2 wisdom tooth removed, the other being the left upper jaw.. Ok, so here it comes. One bad news and one good news.

The bad news is, I've got to get to a specialist for my lower jaw wisdom tooth. Apparantly it was too big, too deep and too near my nerve system that it could be dangerous if the dentist do it for me. So I've got to spend a whoopin' 700 bucks on a specialist. The good news? The upper jaw just need a mere extraction at 80 bucks, a save of $320 if I need a surgery for that!

So I've got to spend near to $900 to get these tooths off before they mess up everything in my mouth. The money is a concern, but so is the pain! I can't imagine myself getting yakked out later at the dental clinic, nor can I imagine myself not eating as much as I usually do. My mood probably gets into a roller coaster ride from all these depressing thoughts of not being able to eat my favorite food or as much as I do...

心淡 - 容祖儿

心淡 by Joey Yeung (容祖儿)

All I can say is, it's a really nice song.. Especially on lonely nights. :)

Malu Again

The sun rose from the west this morning. Apparantly.. blah blah blah messaged me on msn and asked if we could have dinner together on saturday night. Thinking it's my ex-classmate who worked in the same location as me have been transferred again, I told him that I've changed location.

The debate went on for some time until I realized. OPPS! Wrong person.

Throw face until Canada already! :S

Nothing much to update actually since my life is rather.. mundane. Lol..

Piggies' K-box Trip! :D

Had a great time singing(ok, screaming) at k-box with jing, lean and mm. Initially wanted to get them to this ktv that my colleague at work recommended.. but wth lor. damn old songs can. We can't run out of that place fast enough.

Especially when the lady serving us look like she have a parang hidden somewhere..

Anyway! We spent only $10/pax on the k-box due to this 5 year anniversary promotion la. Sing until my throat sounds like wubai now and we had tze cha at chinatown. Food was okay, just don't try the satay.

Instead of being bbq over the charcoal, they are deep-fried. When the satay have enough lard on it already.. Eww..

and someone almost cried because the dinner was meant to celebrate her birthday..(aiya, we couldn't find the cake she likes! so..) and the funny thing is the someone held back on her tears when one of us say "actually the dinner treat is random one.. we just treat you lor.. not for your birthday ok!" ahahahah which is obviously a joke la. But so evil lor! :D

Tabao-ed my favorite egg pudding back from china town. Heh! :)

**Mood is not very good now for some reason. My mood is so easily influenced lor! But I think the adult is such a big turn-off and asshole... Not noble act noble. Turns out to be such a lowdown dirty slut. I know its wrong to say that but how to put it across otherwise? I am careful about who reads this though. So don't worry..

Tale of Misfortunes

Story telling time is here! Today it is about the tale of misfortunes that I am destined to meet yesterday.

I woke up early, wore my favorite old reebok sneakers to work which is by the way, >5years old. I love this shoe so much I just refused to throw it away even after the sole got detached.I bought a very expensive glue.. just to glue it back.

The glue works well. Really well! Except that I didn't realize that the bottom were all wore out and it just became.. 'friction-less' and turn into a superb skating sneaker instead.

Aiyo.

I ended up flying my way there to my workplace. I skated my way through everywhere. Really!..

So what happen is I couldn't take it anymore and went to get a new shoe at royal sporting house. Heng ar! Got 20% off, whatsmore it was the last day on offer. So ok lor.

It's only after I got the shoe then I realized.. I have only a few dollars to my name for lunch and dinner, plus I didn't bring the card with money out.

All  I had with me is a pathetic POSB go! card with $6.92 inside. I... sadded! :(

Then I thought of phoning mom to get her to deposit money for me but guess what?

"NO! I am not going... I am going gai gai"

"huh! why like that!! mama please? *trying to sound eh. pleading. cute. innocent.*

"hahahah.. NO. :D" - i heard her grinnings from over the phone.

Now tell me people.. WHERE IS THE LOVE!?!?!??!?! ;((((

****

Went home and cooked pizza for myself. At least mom was humane enough this time to help me with the marinating of the chicken.. hahahah. I substitute prata base for pizza, added shredded crab meat and marinated peppery chicken to my pizza. My brother took a look at my finished product and said:

"Eat le will die not?!" to which my mom reply and say

"you don see her food ugly like dabian(shit) but sometimes it taste reallyy goood!"

I don't  know to smile or to be angry at her leh.. for saying my food looks like shit!?

But anyway, brother took a bite and then asked for a second helping after that and is convinced of my "cut-throw-mix-bake" cooking skill. Heh. I is lihai okay! :D

So I decided.. I will cook again. Maybe later la. Since I haven't got anything to eat since morning. Except for one bao and one hot milo. Sigh. SQL driving me crazy sometimes. OH! And I seldom add cheese in my pizza now. Reason being I can't find the cheese that I like. The Danish cheese or something.. or either that I'm too lazy to shred /cut it. Hah!

Time for test in a while. WTFFFF.. People just wish me best of luck okay? :D

**I took pictures of my very pretty pizza except that I misplaced my wires and now I can't get it into my laptop. Nice one Charmaine, seriously.. :S**

Who Am I

Answer me truthfully.

Do I sound like.

1. Malaysian
2. Ang moh educated
3. Mynammar

Because..

1. Today Keno asked if I'm Malaysian. He said I have this accent.
2. blah blah blah say I am very ang moh.
3. .. better not say before i cry. BOOHOOO!!

 

I wonder why. I mean. I haven been playing with my accents nowadays but how is it possible i sound like 3 different countries(region) people with my accent!?!?!?

Ok wait. I've been playing with a certain accent today while chatting with mom and bro in the living hall. But that's because I was demonstrating to them how irritating my neighbour is with their loud music, loud gatherings and haha. lame excuses when people comes up to ask them to shut up.

So far, no one say i sound like them leh. :S

So who do you think I sound like? For one, I don't know how i can sound like mynammar people. Sigh!

If only i knew..

Got teased at work today again. Thanks to the rumour that's been spreading around about blah blah blah and me. What have I done to deserve this?!!? :P Had more fun at work today.. Played at least 6 rounds of daytona at timezone.. and Keno intro me to this arcade racer game he's supposed to be champion. Too bad when he wanted to skive and show me he got owned by this even pro guy who kept banging him and winning by mere few kms.

Realised philliphines might be a good place to explore from Nowell's description. SGD$100=3000pesos=1500meals! Should be quite cheap right.. somemore the 1500 meals im counting are all of their famous jollibees fast food meals leh. Woots. He likes Singapore. That's the first I've heard.

Read a few friend's blog. Everyone's facing some problems. I don't know how to help them sometimes. I think its out of this 'i don know what to do' rather than 'i don wanna know' kind of thing. It's like I know they're facing problems but I don't know what I can do to help them. Accompany them as much as possible? Talk to them? or simply just let nature take it's own course? I think I sucks at human interpersonal(r/s) matters. Big time.

Time to talk to Georgie again to brush up my skills. Heh. :D

Am very tired now since I didn't slept enough and stood the whole day. Waking up early tomorrow to get a haircut and hair scalp treatment if I'm a early bird tomorrow. But still, I have a story to tell.

The story is about this lady who came to get locks with her sister(i think) who is sort of. under-developed. It's a illness that makes normal people like us feel that they are different and sometimes even cruel to them and their families. Anyway.. as usual I was bored and struck up a conversation with her. She told me they've booked 5 stars hotel go for everything high class and I was thinking "wth.. i think alot ppl donate money to their family last time.. they using it for holiday!?!?! somemore 5 stars leh. chicken mcnugget!" when her eyes started to water and mentioned that her mom had just passed away.

I held my breathe.

She told me that she hasn't travelled for 13 years because of the elderly(mom) who often got sicked and her sister needed people to look after. The intention of this holiday is to put everything behind for a moment and really get a break.. a one week break to pamper herself for the first time in 13 years.

I just stood there in a daze. It's like I felt so guilty for striking up the conversation, for thinking the worst of her and so many things that I've realised in our 10mins conversation.

I had this impulse to cry just now when she left the shop. If not for the fact that the guys were around(at a corner bitching about the near-retirement auntie who have weird attitude..) I think I'd cry lor. I don't know what to continue from here, but im waking up early tomorrow so we'll see what stories i have for tomorrow. :)

~

I hope I didn't make a mistake..

Lord, give me a signal!

 

And today's lesson ended earlier at 3pm. Everything been a rush since morning. Work tomorrow! :D KTV session on Wednesday! :D Work on next saturday again! :D. I have a sibeh sibeh sibeh boring life. Itching to go overseas but $$ = decrease because tees spree = increase + bag spree = increase.

 

Thats what you become after analysis, techniques, IT and formulas all day long. :S

Arrgg!

I am sibei peeved (pissed off) with this particular person. Sometimes I think its not just plainly because of insensitiveness but rather more of a 'who-cares-bout-you' care of conversation that im holding with that particular one. Sibeh dulan lor I tell ya. Especially when I try alot of ways to avoid myself from telling the person in the face that not only does the attitude sucks, but apparantly, i needn't be so nice.

Sometimes I just hate myself for being nice lor when all i wanna do is give the universal sign and get that asshole to shut the fuck up~

Anyway I don't know if I should congrats or laugh at myself. I just accidentally 'threw' a $50 note down my toilet bowl. Congrats myself because it landed not on the water but by the side; laugh at myself because it will still get in contact with those urine and whatsoever..

Anyway, I have just put it into a plastic bag and set it in my wallet. I'll give it to anyone who's unlucky enough or change for smaller notes with those assholes I hate.

I hope they like to sniff blue color notes. LOL! :D

Guilty Dream

I dozed onto my bed again. This time I dreamt of Motashi and this weird looking glass material decor thingy that looks like grome in The Sims game. Weird, but I hadn't been playing for 1 year..

Anyway I dreamt that I walked past the cage and saw Motashi weak, sleeping while starving. It was heart-wrenching. I went to get the food and was about to put it in when i saw babies on the top of the cage. I let out a scream and woke up in cold sweat.

I don't know what scares me more. Their invincible birth-giving rate or the fact that they were taking my motashi away slowly as the minutes tick by. But I'm feeling so guilty and I just want to say I'd do anything to get back my best friend. Cute smiles (yes animals do smile), innocent eyes and the playful her.

I guess thats the reason why I never get another pet again. I can't just forget about them after their deaths. It's worst than a relative funeral and yes,I guess I'll end this post now.

Mummy's Curry Chicky

I have just polished off the last drop of curry on my plate. Concidentally, it is my second and last helping of the curry for today!

So my mom cooked a rather decent curry today as compared to the last one she did which was really watery and very 'coconut'. I never liked coconut milk, so I took only one bite the other time, which also gives the reason of my hesitant to try the curry chicken today.

BUT!! Look at this!

See? Ok.. maybe it doesn't look "ohh!!! so delicious!" but do you see the layers and layers of oil on the surface, like the ones you find outside? NOPE! But i assure you.. it taste better than those dipped in high cholestrol fats. The color wasn't that of orange or red but rather of a brownish color. I suspect its because of the shrimp paste and dark chilli that my mom put into the pot.

The potato are soft and the chicken wasn't tough at all.. unlike what they sold outside. In fact now I am sick of eating bad curry that after trying it once of any outlet I will avoid it the next time round. Now, Queenstown is the only one recommendation that serves great curry.

I wonder why singapore food has became so oily out of a sudden. Minced pork noodles suddenly get drenched in oil instead of sauces, curry chicken drown in oil instead of curry and even my favorite cze char dish - san lou hor fun(fish slice with bean sprout and hor fun) suddenly taste of OIL! :((

So imagine my happiness when I see the pot of non-oily curry chicken and when it taste just nice without the coconut smell overpowdering my tastebud. I only wish there was more kantan and chicky inside though!! :D

Edible..?

Whoa. My mom wants to cook curry chicken for me today. I'm so touched!!

I hope its edible. *pray*

 

OUT!

Charps.

Tagged by Sohh Shuyun!

Got tagged by Ms Soh Shuyun..Apparently my name became Charpmaine huh! :D

Layer One: On the Outside]
Name: Charpmaine
Birth Date: 17 July 1988
Current Status: Single
Eye Color: brownish blackk
Hair Color: natural. a little brownish, a little black. and 3 golden hair.

Righty or Lefty: Righty

[Layer Two: On the Inside]
Your Heritage: Chinese
Your Fear: cockroaches, frog.. eh. alot leh -.-
Your Weakness: heights.
Your Perfect Pizza : mushroom ham from pastamania. more cheese please? :D

[Layer Three: Yesterday, Today , Tomorrow]
Your First Thought This Morning: what time?!!! chey.. no school. *drop back to sleep*
Your Last Thought Before Bedtime: aiye. tired le.
Your Most Missed Memories: Perth.

[Layer Four: Your Pick]
Pepsi or Coke: coke. cokelight.
MacDonald or Burger King: Burger King.
Single or Group Dates: anything.
Adidas or Nike: Adidas
Tea or Nestea: Tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Can i have mocha instead? pleasee?

[Layer Five: Do You...]
Smoke: nope..
Curse: eh. sometimes.
Take showers: who don't.. ?!?!
Have a crush: nope. wait. is georgie considered?
Think you are in love: nonono.

Go to school: got la. of course. im so guai.. :P
Want to get married: i answer you in few more years la.
Believe in yourself: yeah.
Think you are a health freak: not really.. -.-

[Layer Six: In the Past Month]
Drank alcohol: wine.. one or two small sips.
Gone to the mall: yeahh.
Been on stage: not in last 6 months.
Eaten sushi: yeah.
Dyed your hair: nope.

[Layer Seven: Have You Ever...]
Played a stripping game: eh.noo.
Changed who you were to fit in: i guess i did. bad choice. lol!

[Layer Eight: Age]
You are hoping to be married at the age of: thats a weird question.

[Layer Nine: In a Girl/Guy]
Best Eye Color: anything
Hair Color: not dyed.
Short Hair or Long Hair: short

[Layer Ten: What Were You Doing]
1 Min Ago: doing this quiz
1 Hour Ago: just woke up. lol.
4.5 Hours Ago: still orhing.

1 Month Ago:
1 Year Ago: studying in the best class ever

[Layer Eleven: Finish the Sentence]
I Love: babiessssss. :P
I Feel: bored
I Hate: nobody.
I Hide: my secrets
I Need: time

[Layer Twelve: Tag five people]
1) Chunsang
2) iris Weee!
3) Sallysmall...
4) ahwaa..
5) lynn. but again i think i strike toto if she do lor! :X

Vulgarities Lesson in Lib.

Just a brief update. I'm now in the library doing up my report with dear jing jing when she started to help me revise on my hokkien vulgarities. In fact, she was about to show me this youtube video which teaches the vulgarities when i stopped her.

Not willing to give up on corrupting my very innocent mind, she decides to recite it out loud instead.

"Chee........ bye. Chee...bye. Cheebye! *pause* -Vagina!"

"Lan.....jiao. Lan.. jiao. Lanjiao! *pause* -Penis!"

When this guy from ngee ann poly popped up behind us out of nowhere.

"Eh.. hi. I'm from ngee ann poly doing a survey. Can you guys help me to fill up the forms?"

"How did you sneak in....!!!!" 

So paiseh, I so innocent now my reputation and image totally ruined by jingjing. Heng he's not a super shuai ge or something. If not I'd take up my adapter at throw it onto her head. Make that a flat and big pancake! :D

Friends

I always had this dilemma in me. It's like a stone weighing on to whether I should be frank and blunt or whether I should be telling white lies or being so indirect with my words and actions that most of the time it annoys the crap outta me and I have no one to tell to except to start ranting online to avoid behaving like a..weirdo.

Most of the people i hang out with are different. Different groups with different characteristics. Getting along well with them to me means that we can get along, have fun together and talk to without any hard feelings or awkwardness. But it doesn't means I can accept everything about them or that whatever they like must be one of my preferences.

There's a lot of time when our opinions differs and they voiced out that something i think is nice is crap to them. While something that they think is nice looks like shit to me, i try to keep in mind not to hurt anyone with my senseless remarks and just say "maybe its just me, but they don really appeal to me." I was trying to be nice and making everybody's smile stay on their face.

BUT!

I really hate it when I have to give in to friends who thinks that choices made by others and not them are crap and theirs is the holy or rather royal ones. They'd flood you with pictures, videos and whatsmore which they think is absolutely stunning and to me, really.. it's nothing other than a crap of stuffs that i have to read, view and listen to out of COMMANDS.

Why commands? You ask.

Well, commands because they insist in such a way that you must listen to them, everything is correct with them around and there is no way you can be on par with them if you don't appreciate their preferences which I beg to differ. I find it highly offensive that I am not taken with a tinge of respect and that attitude is not one i would take.. especially from someone considered a friend, which is more than mere acquaintance. I wouldn't take an acquaintance words to mind since they probably don't know you and might not even be related to you in the long run (so i don't have the chance to run into them and say hi) but as a friend.. friend.. shouldn't friends be treated nicely? With equality, honesty and respect.

Or am i asking for too much? Opps. Maybe I am..

I don't like how people treat their 'supposed friends' with such attitudes that they consider to be sincere. I am having so much doubts that I think sometimes we are just tools to show off that well.. they have friends and they're popular and all kind of vain shit.

I probably sound like a pre-schooler talking about "I don't friend you anymore" over a case of eraser but thats the way it is. If you treat someone sincerely, even a stranger is given the basic courtesy, the basic respect and feelings taken into consideration before any words is spouted out from your lips.

And the moral of story is.. nothing. Just read this and you probably get the moral of the story. Haha. And yeah, was just thinking about how i was forced to accept people's choice and to make things worst, i thought that by forgoing mine, it would make things better which is often not the case. So i seriously want to learn how to say no to others and maybe stuff the same shit back to them by saying and acting like a real sissy and girly way like.

"EEK! THATS SO UGLY FOR GOD SAKE! IT'S RETRO? OMFG IT MUST BE SOME ANTIQUE FROM YOUR GRANDMA'S FUNERAL!!!! HAHAHAHAH"

Wakakaka. That'd really teach the crap outta those shitheads. I'm feeling so creative now that I could probably start writing a whole booklet of your mama jokes to the radio program at 98.7fm to win a prize or something.

When im supposed to be asleep at 3.37am in the morning!!!

 

**PS: To avoid misunderstanding, poor Sally might think that I am talking about her since she just 'commanded' me to put a picture of us in my dp. When asked why she is not doing the same, that girl insisted that I did not demand for it. So I demanded for it and she insist on her principle that she does not 'give in/accept demands'. Since it is highly possible that 'my younger sista' is lurking around this blog and probably could be reading this tomorrow, i thought it would be better to send a message to her.

That is.

"Sally, this is not for you. For you know that I don't meet demands when my demand is not met too! And yes, be assured that i won't use the "EEK..." way to get back at you for bullying you since i have a lot more ways that is better than that. So don't feel guilty if you're reading this post ok? Although i think it is really.. highly impossible, difficult for you to even feel guilty. SIGH! :)

Neighbourhood Dramaaaa..

Work have been fun for the past 2 weeks. Apart from being able to do some serious work instead of standing and doing nothing, I am getting along well with the colleagues! In fact, I've been bullied/tricked at least 5 times within the timespan of 3 hours and name callings more than that amount of times.

I'm getting really creative at thinking up new titles for the colleagues! :D

Sigh.. and i just dismantled that jap-looking bed frame of mine. After like, less than one year? One of the planks came off and the stut actually broke! OMFG.. I demanded an explanation from mom because that's where she always sat, near the edge of the frame and she went "nooo!!!!" and start to say i shouldn't have got this in the first place.

Yeah lor, now im regretting it so much. Without the frame I would be able to get a queen size bed now. But that'd means no HDTV, no bookshelve and whatsoever in my room since the bed probably takes up a damn big part of the room.

So.. it's ok la. Lol!

Woo.. and we've just got a neighbourhood drama-mama going on just now opposite my place! Apparently the tamil family was making so much noise dragging their furnitures that the people below came up to get them to shut up and keep the volume low. Wah liew.. and they were being such losers, telling them they were sleeping (when no.. they weren't) and saying it should be us.

The uncle immediately shouted and say "no! it's your family i'm sure!" and everything was so loud. Mom was so worried it could be us since we were dismantle-ing the bed frame earlier on but im sure there's a difference between pulling and dropping stuffs right? Since we only uses the alan-key to take the planks apart, we didn't make much noise either. Whatsmore, we were wiping the floor in my room for the 4th time when the person came up.. so it couldn't be us. :X

Anyway, i feel like getting down to ikea to get some decors for the room. Like a CD-hanger, some picture frame and such. I feel like repainting the room.. since the air con guys didn't do the job well the last time round and the water drip and spoilt my paint!! :S

Oh.. and i better get one of those stuffs whereby they'd help prevent hot air from coming in from the sides of the door. I think they're a contributing factor the condensing water driplets too! :(

Ramblings + Spree vintagevantage.com

I'm convinced school is not for me. At least not this week. The moment I stepped into my class for lessons, something bad will happen to me that day. So that makes Monday, Thursday and Friday.

Monday.. that freak teacher who says that our solution looks similar and stuff, got my comment shoot back to him in my work assignment. Was really pissed off and its a good thing it didnt affect my grades.

Thursday.. that bitch!! :S

Friday.. came home and the brat at home stir up a storm AGAIN. I mean, i've got enough of his bullshitting.. Pretending to be "oh-so-understanding" but do a totally different thing altogether! Like what the hell right? Then keep denying it denying it and says he will not and have not done any of those I've listed. Yeah right. The next time he wakes me up with bangings on the door, a phone call that starts with a string of vulgarities on the first line I'm so going to go "Quick, apologize to me if not i won't open the door" and start my recordings so that he can hear what he have to say.

Such a big ego and pretentious. I seriously take my hat off him. How could anyone do this so well?

So we had a verbal fight yesterday and he ended it off with "Right now i just don't wish to talk to you okay?!" when he's standing in my room, talking to me in an offensive tone.

Then get out lorrrrrr. :P

Was really feeling sucky yesterday but it's better today. Maybe it's because I'm going out for work later and can finally get him out of my sight. I still get angry over the things he say though, because i know its not true and he's sort of disillusioned.

Is that how you describe someone who keep thinking he's someone he's not, doing something he say he would never do and CONVINCE himself in his mind that he's a total gentleman when he's nothing sort of that? Seriously, I long suspected he has a problem. If only I'm a pyschologist I would hypotize him and make him wake up to the cruel truth of who he is.

Haha. I'm so evil! -.-

Oh.. and we're having a spree at vintagevantage.com which ends on monday morning (money must be in by monday 12pm through ibank transfer for posb banks) so if you think you want any shirts.. just msg me in msn or something. You can leave me a offline msg and I'll contact with you when I'm online. (weekends night after 10pm or monday whole day)

The retirement sales at vintagevantage.com is now going at $10USD/shirt and for shipping, now it's set at $2.50USD/shirt (after division). Any extras I would be transferring back to your accounts and I'll collect extras if it's not enough (which is not likely)

Pass me your order in this format

 

Name: Charps (or anything i can refer you as. such as nasri botak, shuyun turtle, chunsang toot head or something)

URL: http://www.vintagevantage.com/products.php?productcat_id=4&product_id=1259&gender=female

Quantity(for this design): 1

Size: L

 

**Take 1.50 for exchange rate.

Price: $10USD + $2.50USD=$12.50USD *1.50 = $18.75SGD

 

The more people buy the better it is since shipping fee will be divided out.. Anyway I'm not profiting from this spree la. Just organizing so everyone can buy something we like together without having to pay for shipping fee alone. That sucks, i know. I once got a book at $0.01USD and the shipping cost me $10USD. Like what the ....... right!?

And since now the exchange rate is low, people BUY!! :D

Sorry, Bitch!

There's a bitch in our school. A big time one.

What happen is you know how sometimes you accidentally stepped on someone's foot and you apologize for it because you didn't meant for it?  Well, thats what happened today. But the bitch obviously thought I am hitting on her or something because she thinks she's so oh so pretty that all guys wanna steal a peep at her when they're around her.

I guess perhaps they were trying to see how a human form dog looks like actually. I would too, really.

So I was on my way to meet WL and the others to do our pp at the library when i met her in the lift. Nothing happened till we stepped out of it. She and her friend strolled along the way and since I was at the back of the lift just now, I have to catch up with the guys in front. So I walked a little faster and accidentally stepped on the back of her slippers.

2 times consecutively.

Yeah right I know but it wasn't intentional. I couldn't stop walking in time because the moment i stepped on her the first time, she stopped and I thought she would continue walking or something and I reduced my speed and I apologized to her. But she stopped and I stepped on the back a second time. -.-

So I wanna walk to her side and apologize again when she display her ugly side.

*tsk tsk* walao 2 times consecutively.

*wtf!? not intentional one..*

"walk also don't know how to walk still wear spectacles!"

"Fucker."

Like what the hell can? It wasn't as if I did it on intention and it wasn't as if I didn't apologize. But what can I do if the bitch just doesn't accept a human language? How am I supposed to bark I'm sorry to her?

Really sibei dulan lor.

If I wasn't trying to be civilised I would probably scream at her before kicking her in the butt. After we walked out, W was telling me that whenever she's in class she'd be saying how guys love to look at her, how pretty she is and basically just things about her that she's totally proud and obsessed with.

W upon hearing that went on a "HUH?! You sure?! She's ugly la. I don't even have a impression of her." 

Wahahahahahah. All this time, there's this girl who's behind us that I think is a friend of that bitch. Maybe she'll tell things to her friend but I don't think I'm at fault here anyway. I did the things I should do.. apologizing but whether or not she heard it above her high pitch of barking is another story.

If it's in the past probably get into another fight but I'm better now. Civilised mah.

Didn't think there's anyone this barbaric in our school. Thought everyone's civilised enough to know basic manners and etiquette. But maybe I overestimated it somehow.

I wish I can apologize to her but somehow I don't think she will recongize chinese or english and I may have to bark my message across. Now, that I admit I'm bad at it.

So sorry, bitch!

no money, no car. no car, more money ;)

As title suggests. Reasons why I am not considering getting a car though I think it's real cool to be driving one.

• ERP and COE is happily beeping away with the cash card in slot. $0.50 gone for going into a tunnel. $1.50 for entering city area.
• Parking coupons is for-ever. Park 10mins also one coupon. Park 2 hours also need coupons. Go pee in public toilet for 1min also need coupon. Unless you're lucky and swear you'll never meet head on with the officers who are so high tech nowadays, they literally conduct checks in troops and with 'radar-like' devices in their hands. Pen and paper is for you, radars for them to record in. :D
• Buy car only need $88 deposit, not inclusive of carplate registration and yada yada which can amount to hundreds or more.
• car loan = legal loan shark.
• monthly maintenance + installment makes me think of being a caveman in modern civilisation
• I see so many 'fortunate' things that happen on the express road everyday. But I don't think I want to strike toto yet. At least not to spend on repairing the car.
• I have a bad temper. I can imagine myself pointing _|_ at attitude drivers and having them speed me down the expressway after i incidentally spit my saliva on their car as well.
• I think cab drivers are scammers who i can vent my anger on. If I drive, I can only scold myself for going the wrong way.
• I might just sleep while driving on the road. Anytime, anywhere. That means I'm a hazard to the public. No?
• cab fare cheaper than car maintenance. LOL!

Ok, this is supposed to be ridiculously idiotic. But it's realistic. Will try to post up the pictures I took of Shanghai Ren Jia restaurant as soon as i bother to write a review on it. Not the professional kind la. Maybe after this post. :)

Breaking it fast..

I just realized that my biggest weakness is getting bored too easily. Bored at work, bored in school and everything else. What ever happens to the light-hearted feelings inside when I do something fun? What ever happens to the laughters and all the silly jokes that I could only get now while playing bluff and silly games like charodes with w14g peeps?

I need breaks. So I'm having one tomorrow. Probably sleep in the day and see how it goes. The idea of having not to plan the day before feels good. Idea of having the whole day to myself sounds even more fabulous.

It's all gonna be good. :D

The one post with most descriptive words

My buddy M was asking why I'm not considering a certain person for the upcoming major project. Reason why we should consider to be in the same grouping is that the person's smart. Smart to understand things easily and smart that he's not bothered about anything.

Which bothers me alot.

As friends it's nothing, we can be great friends and everything but i guess i still hold a certain value in my work. For me its not being smart that does the job, its the attitude. ATTITUDE? Understand? And thats what is lacking, Like seriously.

Got fed up too easily in class today. Can't say I'm soneone who gets frustrated easily or blabber out all the vulgarities like everyday words but it just got to me today. Was trying to finish up doing the work when useless comments start raining and i just think it's not funny anymore since the one saying it is the one who never does work. That pisses me off big time. In addition, the team structure wasn't as ideal as i thought it would be since there are people you can know a long time but never really understood until you see them work. Stuffs on the surface, to put it across bluntly and people who don't want to think deep into it rather than people who can't think deep into it. Compare the 2 differences.

So i got straddled in the class for the whole of 2nd break and when i finally cracked my poor stupid square head for the solution, the faci said things like this to us during the presentation.

"It looks familiar to the other teams."

"Don't tell me you've got the working on the paper and did not put it into the presentation."

Like wtf? If I'm the one doing ppt I'll let you screw in the face. But let's face it. If we are able to explain the concepts, the usage and stuff, I don't see the need for negative remarks like this. Reminder is alright, but that fucking tone, tune it down.

Fuckass.

And because I was so angry. Me being the one who finish it on our own merits(no ppt or anything) and maybe helped another team with it plus only another of the teammate and i contributed to that piece of work so i thought it should at least be acknowledged. I got a little too sarcastic in the rj.Call me emo, call me petty or whatever shit you want. I just can't be bothered with people who don't want to do their work or people who think they know everything but actually is nuts in the head. I can try to be tolerating butI don't think i will be nice anymore if they're trying to be funny by being all the more sarcastic when everyone's working hard.

Being nice to people ain't getting it to me now. I was nice to people and what do i get? Scams, sarcastism and things I wouldn't do on others for the sake of anything. So fuck off dick heads! ARG!